Thursday, March 08, 2007

Introspectively older

Another year has gone by... and suddenly I'm another year older. Every year, the questions are the same "Am I doing what's best for me? What's best for me anyway? Do I even know what I want?" Lord, I can't believe that I still don't really know what I want in life. Sure, I have all the vague wants and needs, but I don't have the single-mindedness that I need to drive me to do and be the best I can be. That path is still unclear to me.

But I do concede that I have indeed gleaned more and learmed more in this one year. It's not a wasted year. Like a tree, each year lays a layer around my core, making me stronger, taller. Around me are people who love me and for that I am stronger too.

Fear not the dark side.

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