Growth

My tendency to blog has dwindled yet I still felt a sentimental need to blog one last time, for this year. I know I have been somewhat remiss in my blogging efforts but then who cares. So here I am, the last afternoon of the year, typing down a line of two in the gazillion lines zooming like space traffic in Cyberspace.

I can only speculate that perhaps I no longer feel the need to let people know my thoughts and feelings, because I no longer really care what people think of me.

"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations." ~ Anais Nin ~

Cracks in my foundation

Much has happened since I last sign in. One would have thought that I'd stop bloggina after Patches died. True, I mourne him still but life goes on, especially work. Work has been crazy. I have been working past 11pm everynight for the past 3 weeks. It's exhausting. I never thought I'd say this, but it feels as though I might be near a burn out.

Question marks has begun to appear like tiny cracks in a badly-cemented brick wall. Am I on the right path that God has destined for me? Have I deviated from His plans? Does God have a plan for me? Why am I working so hard for so little benefit? A friend once told me that my time is precious and what time God has given me I have to make the most of it. Yet here I am, wasting my precious gift on work. A work that bring little satisfaction and much heartache, and I can't even take solace from my salary either. It is a sinking ship, I might have to act the rat and desert it.

Farewell and thank you for loving me

Patches

R.I.P

April 1991 - 26 October 2006



Broken-hearted. I do not want to blog about it. It's still hurts.

Pangkor Laut Photos

Me and the happy couple


Me and the happy couple again


Chuo Ren & Tak Yein, blissfully wed.


That's me, Ren and EeVon, Ming's girlfriend


A pictures with friends


Can't remember what we were laughing about, coz we were laughing all the time.


Guys Only Huddle



Elation after the success of The Dunking


Cheers to the happy couple!



Benji showing he can push alcohol to his brain faster. =)


Picturesque Emerald Bay

I want that Marc Jacob's Bag!

This movie is just like a fashion magazine immortalised on celluloid! All that parade of gorgeous clothes and bag and shoes and sunglasses and bags and BAGS! I love the blue Marc Jacob Bag in the scene where Andy is dispensing expensive gifts like Halloween candy to her friends. From what I can see, it has gold in seams and lining and gold zips. But at USD19,000... it's just a dream for me. Lord, what a pretty bag... *sigh*

Ok, back to the movie. I was having a really stressful day and I felt I needed a little pick-me-up that won't add inches to my waist. And I got my fix when I hit the cinema with Zona in tow.

The Devil Wears Prada is a feel-good chick-flick, but without sex scenes. Oh but the movie is still sexy... how can it not be with so many gorgeous bags and shoes in it. Haha. While I don't eat,live and breath fashion, I do read a whole 1-foot stack of fashion magazines every month - it's my job la. *grin*

And those Channel boots? *swoon* Talk about combining fetish with fashion. But then only leggy people can carry that look off.

For days when you don't want to think too hard and for days when you just want to ogle beautiful people in beautiful clothes, go watch The Devil Wears Prada. Even though I've not read the book, I gather reading would be boring when you'll have to visualise all those branded stuff... when you don't even know what they look like in the first place.

^_^